Poor little rich girl
I'm down to my last couple of days in Singapore, and I don't know how I'm going to deal with D-Day itself. There are a lot of things I don't blog about, chief of which deals with family.
家家有本难念的经.
That about sums it up really. I am luckier and more blessed than most, but there are problems, and it is compounded by our utter inability to communicate and confront the problems that face us. Instead we blithely cruise the river of denial, and risk an implosion of epic proportions.
It's hard to be really excited about the move with this weighing so heavily that it threatens to choke the life out of me. I am going because I am a nomad. I am going because being physically elsewhere is the only solution I know of. Reality bites, and I cannot stomach the slow rot that I see before me. It is a rot that we do not acknowledge, but whose presence pervades our lives. It is a rot that no one has the fortitude of character to own and fix. It is a rot that poisons relationships. I can only hope not irretrievably, not irrevocably.
Someday I hope that I can summon the strength to face the rot and banish it far, far away. But not yet.
One day.
Some day.
I shall overcome.
家家有本难念的经.
That about sums it up really. I am luckier and more blessed than most, but there are problems, and it is compounded by our utter inability to communicate and confront the problems that face us. Instead we blithely cruise the river of denial, and risk an implosion of epic proportions.
It's hard to be really excited about the move with this weighing so heavily that it threatens to choke the life out of me. I am going because I am a nomad. I am going because being physically elsewhere is the only solution I know of. Reality bites, and I cannot stomach the slow rot that I see before me. It is a rot that we do not acknowledge, but whose presence pervades our lives. It is a rot that no one has the fortitude of character to own and fix. It is a rot that poisons relationships. I can only hope not irretrievably, not irrevocably.
Someday I hope that I can summon the strength to face the rot and banish it far, far away. But not yet.
One day.
Some day.
I shall overcome.
écrit cour marly à peu prés
2:14 AM
4 petits cadeaux:
Hey babe, wishing all the best! :) I hope you'll keep up this blog.
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FF, at 11/4/07 9:27 AM
promise u'll continue to blog?
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Woof!, at 11/4/07 9:47 PM
Aw thanks you both. Will try to!
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cour marly, at 11/4/07 11:24 PM
M a craziest fan of TV shows especially Reality bites back...Ben Stiller's feature directorial debut is a zeitgeust comedy, whose significance is more sociological than cinematic--It's "The Big Chill" for the twenty something crowd in the Age of Clinton and AIDS.
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joy, at 4/12/08 6:26 PM
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